SAMPLE OF A MODEL SESSION WRITE UP

A. Present your client’s Character Structure Qualities in this session. 

This client presented predominantly as a mixture Excel and Heart-Centered, with some Leader mixed in. It was very nice to feel her Leader there during the session, as I don’t often see this side of her. I know that it is there, but I think when it comes to personal issues, her habitual tendency is more of the other two. 

B. Intentionality
I reminded the client about the Magnetic Intention line and how important it is and was going to be throughout this particular session. You discussed how solid and strong an aligned intention line is/can be and how it really serves as a grounding post to continuously come back to when one feels a wobble. As you talked about the Intention Line and I described its magnetic-like quality, I could sense/feel her work hers into place. It was solid and for one of the first times in working with her, I felt like she not only “got it,” but that she was able to really send it down through her lower Chakras and out the perineum.

Sensing into my own Intention Line, I felt a solidarity and groundedness to a degree I had not felt before. Before the session, I had been giving thought to working with this client and her edema/thrombosis as though it was similar to cancer and cancerous cells. It made sense to me to do so and I saw the session unfold before I was in front of the client. I felt a confidence, a knowing that this could be beneficial for her condition and this filled my Intention Line. I felt excited rather than nervous or resistant.

Once I felt the harmony between my Intention Line and hers, I sensed it would be a very powerful session.

C. Image/Belief
I first addressed my own limiting images and beliefs.  I began the session feeling a lack of confidence in my 3rd chakra where my ego is held.  It held the belief that I would never be enough and that if I were to learn how to become a talented coach, it would mean lots of hard work.  Yet that is true of everything in my life – I think I need to work hard at it.  I just think and loop in my mind with negative thoughts and anxiety. Yet, this time, I was able to use my intention line and my Enlightened Observer and let all those negativity go.  As a result, I could really deepen into contact with the client and the session began to flow.  I just had to follow the rhythm.

I noticed that I could feel more energy in my front hand than my back and that my front hand could sink in more than my backhand. I sensed a bit of trepidation held in the heart but didn’t feel like I wanted to engage with the client around it. Instead, I held the 1st and 5th levels of the field and sent safety and trust through my hands. I also brought in the 4th level and sent unconditional love. It was a very unbelievable feeling to hold all these levels with my intention while cradling her heart.  I also invited her heart to meet my hand in the back of the 4th Chakra, telling it that it would find a place of rest somewhere between. This also was very cool to feel the heart actually move more towards center.

I then moved to the 3rd Chakra, sensing that it needed attention. I again noticed more energy in my front hand than in the one on the back.  While on the 3rd, I sensed doubt mixed with a bit of fear and I heard  (and said) the words, “What would it be like to stand on your own 2 feet?” (The edema/thrombosis is in her left leg from her knee all the way down to her foot). The client answered, “It would feel great! I would be confident and strong and feel proud.” I then told her that I sensed something that might have something to do with that, a negative belief, that might be held in the 3rd Chakra. She said, “Yeah, what always gets in my way is doubt. I don’t know if I can actually stand on my own 2 feet.” I checked in around fear, but the client said she was not aware of feeling any fear, just doubt.
I told her that this was an area that you could spend some time on if she’d like (but it would be a different type of session) or you could use the information to benefit the type of session you had talked about doing. She was very much aligned with the latter.
Before moving on, I talked about how I sensed her energy more in the front than the back and educated her about the Central Channel. I asked her if she could bring her attention to the 3rd Chakra, the Central Channel, and where the 3rd Chakra hooks into the Central Channel and asked her to invite it all to find the resting place in the center of her body—not too far forward, not too far back. It was amazing that as the words left my mouth, I could feel her Central Channel realign more centrally and felt more energy in my backhand!

 
D. Emotions as Energy
I could easily sense my insecurity as emotion and my false self and not the truth of me or of my reality.

There was not a ton of overt emotion in the session, more unconscious I think. You did discuss doubt in the 3rd Chakra and instead of focusing on the LVC of it, I brought in the HVC of the positive resourcing that she had mentioned of how she would feel if she were standing on her own 2 feet: confident, strong, proud. I thought that this was great, palpable, Core Being energy to use to help fill her lower leg after clearing out the old cells.
I also drew upon our previous session of the positive archetype of Warrior Goddess to help bring in more Core Being energy.

E. Enlightened Observer

I checked in with my client to see where she was at and she reported feeling strongly aligned with what I had suggested in terms of feeling her Warrior Goddess and the positive feelings of being on her 2 feet. I felt like her EO was very much helping her in this process. She also was in and out of sleep while I worked, which I took as a good sign, that she was allowing the HVC to come in.

As far as my EO, I felt like it and my Core Being were one. It was a great feeling, no efforting, just total alignment and clarity. I felt open to guidance, to insights and felt a knowing and confidence. It was quite cool!

F. Ego: positive, negative and super ego 

This session, in my opinion, had a bit of magic in it. There was an energetic flow that was present pretty much throughout. There were just a couple of times where I noticed my own ego pop up a bit (but it was much more quiet than it had been in past sessions)! The first time was while I was balancing the energy around the heart. I was like, “You should talk to her about what you’re feeling….say something…why aren’t you saying something? You should talk more with your client.” But while this dialog was going on, a stronger feeling from Core Being, a knowing, was louder and just knew to work silently for a bit and trust that dialog would come (and it did when I went to the 3rd Chakra). This is something that I have been working with in myself: effortful vs. effortless and really honing my skills at the latter.
The second time that I noticed my (negative) ego come in was when I noticed my client sleeping. It said, “If she’s sleeping, how can she receive the benefit. You should just stop.” I almost laughed at this voice; I felt a gentleness come about and cradle this voice, saying that the client was getting exactly what she needed and that all was okay, that I was just going to enjoy the work I was doing (I was SO into it)!
I guess looking at positive ego, to me it felt like this was part of my Core Being and EO–like all three were working together. My ego was telling me I rock; I felt confident but not cocky and was fully enjoying what I was doing. I think my ego was acting in-service of me. What a concept!!!

G. Personality Level:
                                Defenses, Public Personality and Core Distortion, Separated Self

I sensed my client’s core distortions mainly in the 3rd Chakra, that of not being good enough, which connected to her heart Chakra and the protection over it. In the heart, I sensed the distortion of, “I can let people in only so far because if they know the whole thing, I will get hurt/rejected.” I met both of these Chakras with safety and trust and with unconditional love. I felt her soften and the energy flow more freely between the two areas.
I really am not too aware of any defenses or Public Personality that was present for me during the session (except the ego stuff aforementioned). I guess the PP of “the therapist who knows what to do at all times” came out a bit, but I think that my Core Being and EO were so strong that they melted that away almost as quickly as it came up.

H. Core Being

This session was one where I felt my Core Being the strongest. As I said, it felt aligned with my EO and like they were just groovin’ together, informing one another. I felt confident and soft, loving and direct, solid and mushy.
My client’s Core Being showed up as part of her Intention Line. I could really feel her working it and you talked about filling her leg and Central Channel with the energy of her Warrior Goddess and the qualities she felt of standing on her own 2 feet.  It was cool to see the connection between her Intention and her ability to be in Core Being. This was a new learning for me.

I. Listening/Contact

I think this session proved to me the importance of contact. This was the most connected I had ever felt while working with this client and she felt the same. There was not a ton of dialog, but I think that you established such a strong and powerful (and almost relentless) intention at the beginning of the session that there was just a feeling of teamwork and working for a common aligned goal. There were just brief periods of loss of contact when I would wonder if she was sleeping and such, but these quickly dissipated.

J. Rhythm of the Energy

I was in a groove with the rhythm of the session. It had a flow to it that I supported. I slowed the rhythm down a bit while working on the leg, taking my time to really clear out the LVC of the cells. I then sped it up a bit by bringing in language, asking her to fill the leg and her entire body with that energy of the Warrior Goddess and standing on her own 2 feet. I really don’t know what I would have done differently next time, except maybe spend even more time with the leg.

K. 5-Mindfulness Steps and 3-Rings of Healing

If I did this during the session, it was pretty unconscious (or maybe it was just really fast…I dunno). I guess I did, but my Core Being felt so strong, that it tended to usurp any negative belief or Core Distortion. They felt more like tiny blips that I hardly noticed (and didn’t really put my attention on). Maybe I’m not seeing something, and I’m definitely open to feedback around this if I’m in a blind spot or something!

L. Transference/Counter Transference
Maybe there was an unspoken dynamic between us where she was projecting that I know what I’m doing and I projected that she isn’t sure that I know what I’m doing! I’ve sensed this dynamic a bit in past sessions, but not as strongly in this one. There was really a sense of relaxation between us, of genuine contact that felt great.

M. Boundaries
My client tends to have the structured levels of her field pretty tight (Excel). She often feels a bit tentative to really delve into her emotions. She can name them, but there seems to be an unspoken energy of resistance to really go into them. I have not talked about this with her and yet feel like it would be helpful to do so at some point. I think that allowing herself to go into them with the intention of transforming them would be very helpful for her.
When I sensed her protection around her emotions, I think in the past I held a bit of an (unconscious) judgment and agenda that she “needed to go into her emotions.” This time, I just noticed the protection and honored it and relaxed around it and did positive resourcing instead. This actually felt right….and as I sit with it, maybe it has just been the client’s way of letting me know that she needs more resourcing before diving in. This insight is a good learning for me to internalize.

N. Let Go-Let Flow 
I think both of us did a great job of just allowing in this session. You didn’t get hung up in any one place and as I’ve said, there was a nice flow throughout the session. I was able to surrender to my client sleeping and just really get into the work that I was doing on her leg. It was SO cool! I was getting a visual picture and a feeling of these black, sticky clots that were old and clogging things up. I resonated at that level of these “things” and then began to bring in my and the client’s Core Being, all while doing so, telling these clots or things that they were not welcome to be there anymore. As I was working, I saw/felt these things disappear/dissolve, and I then saw/felt vibrancy and bright red tissue. I worked the entire lower leg bringing my hands together as I went.  I then felt my own Core Being and asked the client to bring in the Warrior Goddess/positive parts of being on her own 2 feet and fill her leg with that energy (and then fill her entire body with it). After that, I went out to the 5th level of her field and worked on dissolving the imprint that was in the grid there. I had so much fun!!!
I then went to the 2nd Chakra, front and back and you dialogued about filling her entire body and egg with the color orange that most resonated for her. I told her how this boosts the immune system and I could feel her egg fill even more rapidly! My hands were on fire!

O. Cognitive Interactions
There was not a lot of dialog in the session, but I think there was the right amount. There was enough to stay in contact with one another and not too much to take the client out of her intention or process. I did read the words from the field about standing on her own 2 feet, which was cool.
At the end of the session, I did have some cognitive interactions with her around anything she noticed. She said that her 3rd Chakra usually feels puffed out, “barrel chested” as she called it. She said that it didn’t feel that way after the session, that that area felt much more balanced. She said that she felt very at ease and let the thrombosis know that it had served its purpose. I asked what she felt its purpose had been and she said, “I don’t know” which I thought was cute….and also felt like this would be an important part to work on in future sessions (I’d love to do more sessions with the leg—I think there is some really good stuff there)!

Her homework was to try to take time each day, even for a couple of minutes, to feel the feelings of standing on her own 2 feet combined with Warrior Goddess and then fill her leg with that energy, and then her whole body.